Tuesday, December 27, 2005

I Don't Wanna...

Why is it we try so hard to fix things that aren't really broken. A couple of nights ago a friend of mine was struggling with a decision. She wasn't ready to share exactly what her problem was with me. It was obvious that she was struggling with something. I found out what her problem was last night. And here's the thing. I don't like her problem.... I realize without going into detail that this is primarily just going to be an incomprehensible rant..And to be honest, I'm okay with that. neaner neaner. I have a lot of friends that morals differ from mine In fact I have a lot of friends that I'm pretty sure are completely bankrupt of any morals what so ever. Man can I pick them or what? Which sounds like a bad thing when I read it over again. But eh... What can I do? I'm kidding I love my friends.The point of all this is that I never really know how to help any of my friends. Normally when one of my friends has a problem I have learned the best way to help them is to not say anything. How do you encourage someone to do something that you your self would never do? Anyway this is all pretty much pointless as the bigger issue bothering me right now is previous rumors that I was going to move down to Cedar II grew into the fact that we will all be moving down there. This is a bad thing for a number of reasons. First and foremost I really like it here damn it. I mean honestly its a great location and most of the annoying headache inspiring stab me in the brain if this higher echelon jerk does not leave me the heck alone are far far away. I am working with a good group of people, all of whom I get along with.(well most of whom I get along with.silly annoying female that causes so many more problems than she is worth) the hours are not nearly as bad as they could be. Oh and there is the fact that "Off Limits" is here. Actually I really can't back that up. I haven't actually seen "Off Limits" in more than a week. I honestly have no Idea what happened to her and since no one has any reason to share that information with me. I may never know... Sigh (such a waste) Another reason or another of many is that our freetime to try and forget where it is that we are (all far far away from friends and family) is much more limited at Cedar II because our First Sgt has volunteered our unit to be one of the mules on site.(meaning that he volunteers us for just about every single detail that slides across his little desk.) There is the fact that A certain NCO that was at Duke with me will also be there...(yippie skippie...again sarcasm) He is a good NCO please don't misunderstand. I am pretty sure he does everything In his power to make me insane. But he does do his job to the best of his ability. Which could be just his adorable way of trying to get me to mature as a soldier... But to that I say pffffbbbbttt. Oh yeah So uh I wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY CCB!!!!!!!! Your family in the sandbox is always thinking about you. It is amazing to me how very different each day is. Everyday we wake up with the possibility of changing our entire world... I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas...


Random Fact of the Day:
The first word spoken by an ape in the movie Planet of the Apes was "Smile".My first word??? yeah it was like poo or something.... Damn bloody apes.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

dude off limits is on leave, but thats ok, i have a newly found will to talk to her for u again, hopefully right before we leave too haha, i love drama.....but only when it does not involve me, yeah im a hypocrite(i think thats how they spell it)